To cut a very complex situation short
I'm very depressed and have been really unwell for the past couple of years .
I have a Partner And almost 2 year old daughter ,I'm due to get married in may .
Now I don't know if I love my fiancée and don't think I want to Marry her ,
It's not so clear cut because I am so depressed I worry that it's taking over my feelings as my head is so messed up .
I just dint know if I can go through with the wedding but I also don't know if I can mentally and physically cope with breaking up and leaving my daughter and home when I might regret it later .
These feelings have come and gone for the past few years and I don't know what I'm going to do
I'm already unable to wrk full time and cope with daily life because of health matters and I dint know If I could handle any extra stress it's a catch 22 situtation
I'm very depressed and have been really unwell for the past couple of years .
I have a Partner And almost 2 year old daughter ,I'm due to get married in may .
Now I don't know if I love my fiancée and don't think I want to Marry her ,
It's not so clear cut because I am so depressed I worry that it's taking over my feelings as my head is so messed up .
I just dint know if I can go through with the wedding but I also don't know if I can mentally and physically cope with breaking up and leaving my daughter and home when I might regret it later .
These feelings have come and gone for the past few years and I don't know what I'm going to do
I'm already unable to wrk full time and cope with daily life because of health matters and I dint know If I could handle any extra stress it's a catch 22 situtation