Worst case scenario, I'd literally stuff myself with EAAs six times a day. I actually had to several times.
Where there's a will there's always a way, as much as it's difficult and challenging.
I speak from painful, horrendous experience. My own journey should have stopped a long time ago without some real iron will.
gains4000 brother, circumstances are tough but you are tougher. Cheer up!
hopefully it gets better thanks bro!