To cut this short (I hope), about 7 weeks ago I cheated on my Girlfriend of 4 years. I received oral and there was sexual contact between genitals, no actual intercourse. Ever since i have hated myself every day that i have done this. I have never had the desire to cheat, it was a drunken mistake. Within the first month i lost 2 stone as i had no appetite through stress.
Anyway, i have not had sex with my GF since due to me being paranoid i have an sti. I have been tested 3 times and have came up clean. Even though i have been clean i have had 2 doses of azithromycin. Im constantly worried that I still might have something. Whether it is an NSU through me poking at my urethra or have trichomoniasis, even though i got tested for that and came negative but I read its hard to test men for it.
I have the constant urge to urinate every hour and dont know if its through anxiety, which im on beta blockers for, or through an sti.
Is it all in my head? Dont know what to do. My girlfriend doesn't deserve this but i can't stand losing her or breaking her heart.
Anyway, i have not had sex with my GF since due to me being paranoid i have an sti. I have been tested 3 times and have came up clean. Even though i have been clean i have had 2 doses of azithromycin. Im constantly worried that I still might have something. Whether it is an NSU through me poking at my urethra or have trichomoniasis, even though i got tested for that and came negative but I read its hard to test men for it.
I have the constant urge to urinate every hour and dont know if its through anxiety, which im on beta blockers for, or through an sti.
Is it all in my head? Dont know what to do. My girlfriend doesn't deserve this but i can't stand losing her or breaking her heart.