little slice
Featured Member / Kilo Klub
- Joined
- Mar 3, 2014
- Messages
- 12,597
All that is interesting, but I'm not sure that really answers the temptation aspect.
I too have been viewed as very lax, not jealous (I hide it well), not controlling. I am told on a weekly basis how I come across as very laid back and don't let things phase me. My friends in college used to call me Robo-*real name* because I would generally make very rational and objective decisions rather than letting emotion dictate what I do. (As a side note, that's probably in part why I wouldn't want to break up with my gf....she's logically a great option, though I do also emotionally love her very much).
But none of that prevents me from strongly wanting to fuck the shit out of 3 of my fellow residents and 5 girls at the gym lol. I obviously didn't do it, but I certainly want/wanted to.
my literature club friends would jokingly refer to me as "Meursalt"
when I was younger, I was one of those 'save it for marriage' Christians.. lol.
I had women proposition me, beg me, taunt/insult me, even present themselves to me
but I easily resisted, because I realized I would have been sacrificing what I wanted the most (marriage to a 'pure' virgin girl) for what I wanted in the moment.
Have you ever been cheated on? To my knowledge I have not, but I've only ever really had like 2 official girlfriends. I've been "the other guy" more times than I can remember...and have mixed thoughts about that
she's not mine, it's just my turn with her. I cannot be 'cheated on'.. my turn just simply comes to an end.
and on to the next one