Help....My Test is Calling for Me

[dpain1]

Hello All,

I had my last test shot was just over 2 months ago. I am done my HCG and PCT and I am cruising along fine..... but something is calling me from deep within my lock box.... It's my Test!!!!!!! Help me... I want to be clean until the new year then start a big cycle.

Would a shot of test prop be all that bad just to get a little hot for my wife this weekend? Nothing to long lasting just a little bump for fun? It's not like its cyp or eth or anything. Is that a bad idea as far as recovery?

Help.... I am weak!

dpain1

 

[PsyT]

a shot of exogenous testosterone does amazing things at shutting down your natural testosterone. I say wait.

Why not order some tribulus or something? That stuff gives me really strong boners when I am natty...boingoingoing

 

[Mota]

You sound like a junkie... If you told your self that your time off should last until January then do it. Bouncing your hormones up and down like that is a terrible plan even if it didn't shut you down at all.

 

[dpain1]

You sound like a junkie... If you told your self that your time off should last until January then do it. Bouncing your hormones up and down like that is a terrible plan even if it didn't shut you down at all.

I guess this is my intervention then. Thanks guys! I just needed someone to tell me to be strong. I really do miss being on. Thanks,

dpain1

 

[The Wolf]

Hello All,

I had my last test shot was just over 2 months ago. I am done my HCG and PCT and I am cruising along fine..... but something is calling me from deep within my lock box.... It's my Test!!!!!!! Help me... I want to be clean until the new year then start a big cycle.

Would a shot of test prop be all that bad just to get a little hot for my wife this weekend? Nothing to long lasting just a little bump for fun? It's not like its cyp or eth or anything. Is that a bad idea as far as recovery?

Help.... I am weak!

dpain1

Stop being a pusy and just suck it up! I have been off gear for probably 5 months and I know what its like. Take a bit of viagra now and again but it's very important that you ride it through. At this stage hcg will even put you back so stay off everything! If your shut down tribulus will do fuck all! Just be happy bro, become a monk for a few months and cleanse your sould as well.... well maybe not

 

[Newman]

Hello All,

I had my last test shot was just over 2 months ago. I am done my HCG and PCT and I am cruising along fine..... but something is calling me from deep within my lock box.... It's my Test!!!!!!! Help me... I want to be clean until the new year then start a big cycle.

Would a shot of test prop be all that bad just to get a little hot for my wife this weekend? Nothing to long lasting just a little bump for fun? It's not like its cyp or eth or anything. Is that a bad idea as far as recovery?

Help.... I am weak!

dpain1

If you can't get the "pink steel" hard for your old lady, then you may have done some "PCT routine", but you have NOT recovered & are NOT "cruising along fine".

Did you suffer erectile dysfunction before your 1st cycle? (original natty)

 

[Myosin10]

I would say get some blood work done and get on some peptides if u need to pin! Also PT141 will be fun for u and the woman!

 

[cjjrwe]

Stay off and get some cialis

 

[dpain1]

Wow, thanks for all the concern guys. I am 40 and still don't have a problem getting it up. It's just not that important to me when I'm off. If the wife and I get a chance, I can get up for it. I am just not chasing her around the bedroom every night like when I'm on. I love that teenager like hornyness. This feeling of yeah I could have sex, but Survivor is on kinda sucks. When I'm on, I don't care if the kids are awake and just lock the door ever night when I get home from work and again before bed and again in the middle of the night sometimes. I don't think it's being a pussy, or and addict, but we should all feel that way all the time. You just feel more alive. I love it! Thanks,

dpain1

 

[1love]

Maybe you feel like a badass while on and your sex drive is up. But this thread seems so silly. Your 40 something and married with kids. Yes having sex as often as you used to changes as we get older. But just spice it up a little in your love life if your looking for that feeling your talking about. AAS use shouldn't be the reason to feel young again and enjoy spending time in the bedroom with your wife instead of t.v. This just sounds ridiculous imo. I'm not getting on you just listen to what your saying. I'm 31 and I work my ass off, and yes sometimes I am not in the mood. But I don't need aas to get me going, my wife does the trick just looking at her. Am I the only one who feels this way. Work on the amount of time you put into work and all of the other obstacles life throws at you and find more time to spend quality moments with your wife and the intamacy will come automatically. I'm sure your a good person and you have a great family and wife. Just try and enjoy it more if you can. Lifes short. Hell just look at the ass thread, that gets me going every time!lol. Good luck to ya!

 

[jalsmiley]

this was funny dude...i was just joking with my bud about it at gym before and came home and saw this post...messing with eachother saying how the bottles start talking to ya..telling ya to poke em! ha

 

[dpain1]

Maybe you feel like a badass while on and your sex drive is up. But this thread seems so silly. Your 40 something and married with kids. Yes having sex as often as you used to changes as we get older. But just spice it up a little in your love life if your looking for that feeling your talking about. AAS use shouldn't be the reason to feel young again and enjoy spending time in the bedroom with your wife instead of t.v. This just sounds ridiculous imo. I'm not getting on you just listen to what your saying. I'm 31 and I work my ass off, and yes sometimes I am not in the mood. But I don't need aas to get me going, my wife does the trick just looking at her. Am I the only one who feels this way. Work on the amount of time you put into work and all of the other obstacles life throws at you and find more time to spend quality moments with your wife and the intamacy will come automatically. I'm sure your a good person and you have a great family and wife. Just try and enjoy it more if you can. Lifes short. Hell just look at the ass thread, that gets me going every time!lol. Good luck to ya!

I do try and appreciate life as often as I can. You do get wrapped up in the daily grind of like many times. I do look at my wife and see the most beautiful woman in the world. Sadly I hate to tell you friend that a lot can change in the next 9 years from where you are and where I am now. I was still doing pretty good even in the off seasons back then as well. We had our last child at 32 and I think I have aged a ton since then. I laid off juice for almost 5 years after my son's birth and went from in shape 220 to a flabby 255. I picked back up on the juice after dropping my weight recently. I am down at about 210 now. A lot can change in a few years. I do have to say that life is better on the juice. I hope your next 9 years are great and the rest of your life for that matter, but you never know what life is gonna throw at ya. I am only 2 cycles into my return, but I just wanna keep this youthful feeling into my 50's, 60's, and beyond. We'll see.

Dpain1

 

[dpain1]

this was funny dude...i was just joking with my bud about it at gym before and came home and saw this post...messing with eachother saying how the bottles start talking to ya..telling ya to poke em! ha

I did sort of start this thread as a joke because they really do seem to call to me, but it has really taken a whole philosophical turn. I am now a crazy junkie with erectile dysfunction. Who knew? I also just want some opinions on the pros and cons of a little pop of short acting test once in a while would be. Would it really hinder my recuperation or would it just give me a little boost once in a while and not effect my hpta. If it did not hinder me, then I would be all over it. I was just curious..... and yes it is still calling. I guess I will just let it go to voicemail. Thanks,

dpain1

 

[Newman]

Wow, thanks for all the concern guys. I am 40 and still don't have a problem getting it up. It's just not that important to me when I'm off. If the wife and I get a chance, I can get up for it. I am just not chasing her around the bedroom every night like when I'm on. I love that teenager like hornyness. This feeling of yeah I could have sex, but Survivor is on kinda sucks. When I'm on, I don't care if the kids are awake and just lock the door ever night when I get home from work and again before bed and again in the middle of the night sometimes. I don't think it's being a pussy, or and addict, but we should all feel that way all the time. You just feel more alive. I love it! Thanks,

dpain1

Oh okay, I understand now. You just want a little extra spark in the shorts, but without any significant HPTA suppression right?

One word bro: Proviron!!! (non suppressive, but mega afrodisiac)

Cheers!

 

[jalsmiley]

I did sort of start this thread as a joke because they really do seem to call to me, but it has really taken a whole philosophical turn. I am now a crazy junkie with erectile dysfunction. Who knew? I also just want some opinions on the pros and cons of a little pop of short acting test once in a while would be. Would it really hinder my recuperation or would it just give me a little boost once in a while and not effect my hpta. If it did not hinder me, then I would be all over it. I was just curious..... and yes it is still calling. I guess I will just let it go to voicemail. Thanks,

dpain1

yeah man..its funny...two bottles of goodies sitting at buddies place calling our names! lol...on serious note...try what dude said with proviron..if you cant get ur hands on that bump up the hcg dose a little for while and then taper it down...ive done a lot of hcg prescribed by dr in high doses with lots of success(fertil dr) i had 15 refills on 10000iu bottles so i like to use hcg as u can imagine...i feel like it kicks my sex drive back to normal pretty quick...doses i started at were 1500iu 3 times a week and then started scaling it back pretty quick...thats a high dose and it actually made me a little dizzy in the mornings but was worth it taper it down after couples weeks and then keep tapering down as you get deeper into it and eventually ween off and hopefully you will be back to normal or ready to go back "ON"

 

[njpooldude]

i understand how u feel..

 

[The Wolf]

yeah man..its funny...two bottles of goodies sitting at buddies place calling our names! lol...on serious note...try what dude said with proviron..if you cant get ur hands on that bump up the hcg dose a little for while and then taper it down...ive done a lot of hcg prescribed by dr in high doses with lots of success(fertil dr) i had 15 refills on 10000iu bottles so i like to use hcg as u can imagine...i feel like it kicks my sex drive back to normal pretty quick...doses i started at were 1500iu 3 times a week and then started scaling it back pretty quick...thats a high dose and it actually made me a little dizzy in the mornings but was worth it taper it down after couples weeks and then keep tapering down as you get deeper into it and eventually ween off and hopefully you will be back to normal or ready to go back "ON"

Proviron can lower you Lh levels so Im told but I do know that hcg will keep you supressed, if you already done a pct and now your are on the road to recovery hcg will set you back. I would stay off everything for at least 3 months before I decided o go back on and the longer you stay off the better your next cycle will be as your body will have rested and your receptors cleaned out!

 

[Newman]

Proviron can lower you Lh levels so Im told

I had thought the same thing, but after getting into a calm dissagreement with another member here, I was set straight.

IIRC, the bro linked to (or at least quoted the specifics of) a study that showed no suppression from reasonable doses over reasonable times. Ironically, I had known about this for a long time & had somehow forgotten it, so it was strange being reminded of it in a technical dissagreement. (I'm no expert, but I like to think I've got the basics covered)

Maybe a search of the archives will show the study info...

 

[1love]

My mistake dpain, I guess I was reading it wrong when you first wrote it. It took me by surprise when I thought aas was a fountain of youth for ya. Your just looking for that extra spark sometimes. Got ya.