aminoman74
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Without her experiences she wouldnt be who she is. Accept that. She is no stranger to sex and chose you to be the one to fulfill her desires. You should never have asked the number and don't ask anything more. Shit doesn't matter! If you are mates with a person, understand that they are molded by their past.
You dwelling on this is all on you and it ain't love. It's obsessive behavior. Go to a pschyatrist. There's nothing wrong with it. I go to one. He has saved my marriage several times and my wife is Gods Gift! Things like this bring you closer or they lead to behaviours that will destroy your marriage.[/QUOTE
why would it be obsessive before?why do it act like that? I told her maybe it's meant to be and it will bring us closer. She is God's gift to me. We have so much in common and had and does everything I ever liked our wanted in a female. We have so much in common and she was single for 7 years never dated or seen anyone and thought she would be single for ever then the month i moved out in to my friends house that month she walked into my friends house and she was very interested in me and wanted to get to know me. She used to work with my buddy At a old job like 7 years ago and they just started talking that same month i moved out into his house. We both truly believe God brought us together as the timing the wants and likes that she has that the ex didn't like our do. We have allot of the same likes. We took a pre marriage counseling test our preacher told us by looking at the results that he would of thought we cheated it was so perfect on our answers we truly think we are soul mates. I just need and find out why. i think this way so this is why I post my problems. When I don't think about the past I'm so loving and caring and get that feeling in my chest when I'm with her. I just know I have that feeling that you can't explain. Like I told her i don't know what it is about her I just have that feeling. I'm always telling her she is so pretty and I'm always looking at her non stop. I haven't had these feelings about her if ever.