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What difference does it make? Bodybuilders are not addicted to AAS, they are addicted to the reinforcement they feel when they see themselves improve aesthetically.
Anybody who looks in the mirror after putting on 10 lbs of muscle and reshaping their bodies, is hooked. You don't see skinny guys sitting around eating Dbol or injecting Test.
You get addicted to being in control of your body, the power of reshaping yourself in the image you want to have of yourself. It's all about looking good to yourself and the increased attention you get from others.
That is what's addictive.
Great post and very much how I feel. I've stopped AAS usage in the past and didn't feel the need to turn back to it. It wasn't until I began gaining fat and losing muscle at a rapid rate (low test levels from pituitary tumor) that I turned to AAS again.
I was a fat kid that was picked on all the time in middle school and early high school and I know that my "addiction" is directly related to the progress and changes I've made through the hard work and diet. The changes I've made and the positive feelings that arose from the changin of my physique became my obsessiveness....an obsessiveness to be better and improve myself IN MY EYES. Then, the feeling I had when standing on stage for the first time in the shape and condition that I was in.....that was a high that I have never achieved with any drug...all of those things were "addictive" to me....not so much the AAS.