Hi everybody. I am looking for any suggestions and experiences people may have with counselling help.
I am looking for help because I am suffering through some long-term depression. It has been brought on by life experiences and made worse by my last few relationships (all liars and cheaters). My head is especially turned inside-out by my last relationship and I'm tired of it.
All of this has brought myself confidence way down and I have had a lot of sucidial thoughts, especially as of late. I'm coming out of it a bit to the point where I can reach out for help but it's still there. Kind of like cancer that is in remission.
Anyway, I am basically sick and tired of feeling down and holding myself back. Tired of crying myself to sleep, etc and wasting my potential. I want to kick butt and be happy and share my life with a good woman once and for all. My only problem with going to a psychologist, and in particular a christain based facility, is I am working and going to school so I can't afford it. I may be able to round up a few hundered $$$ but it can be hard when the depression makes you want to crawl up and die. It's a struggle...
Anyway, any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. I thought this site could offer a lot of help but I think maybe I need professional and one on one type help. I could be wrong though. I greatly appreciate anybody who took the time to read this.
Later
I am looking for help because I am suffering through some long-term depression. It has been brought on by life experiences and made worse by my last few relationships (all liars and cheaters). My head is especially turned inside-out by my last relationship and I'm tired of it.
All of this has brought myself confidence way down and I have had a lot of sucidial thoughts, especially as of late. I'm coming out of it a bit to the point where I can reach out for help but it's still there. Kind of like cancer that is in remission.
Anyway, I am basically sick and tired of feeling down and holding myself back. Tired of crying myself to sleep, etc and wasting my potential. I want to kick butt and be happy and share my life with a good woman once and for all. My only problem with going to a psychologist, and in particular a christain based facility, is I am working and going to school so I can't afford it. I may be able to round up a few hundered $$$ but it can be hard when the depression makes you want to crawl up and die. It's a struggle...
Anyway, any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. I thought this site could offer a lot of help but I think maybe I need professional and one on one type help. I could be wrong though. I greatly appreciate anybody who took the time to read this.
Later