bigM... take a deep breath.... exhale.... relax bro....
ok... you may want to re-read the board rules if you haven't already done so, it lets you know what you can post and where to post it
2nd. this is the conselling forum for psychological questions, if you want to ask training/diet/supplement/OT (off topic questions)... go to the "uncensored bodybuilding forum" and ask away. that's where your question belongs.
3rd. its rude to type in all caps. it comes off as you're shouting as us. take the caps lock off.... its easier on everyone's eyes too
4th. i'd recommend you take some time to read the board first, do some searches on the topics you're interested in... chances are, its been covered before and you can just read up and get your info. if that's not good enough, then ask away. but some of the guys that have been here for years get annoyed with new guys asking "hey, is my dbol real?" every day. the search button is in the blue bar towards the top of the page on the right side.
5th. go into the articles section.... tons of great info... all the standard stuff is there.. this is the stuff that is accepted as fact, not theory, so you cant go wrong in there... look up BigAs "growth priciples for beginners" its priceless
6th. welcome bro.